in 8 hrs, i will start work at

good luck to me.

will take a pic of their BIG “7-11 turned pantry” when i have the chance

Dua Pai Lang

all they may say that a blog is something you could rant into about.

but knowing that whatever you say/typed/emailed potentially stays onto the Net like forever, there are certain things that i try to stay away from:

1. politics and government policies – yea, you can bitch about ‘em. But seriously, unless you set it like your lifetime commitment to bring back the gum into Singapore. NOTHING’S GONNA CHANGE.

2. friends/enemies/frenemies – most wish to stay anonymous. and its a vicious cycle to stay ontop of your enemies. cool it, it’s just the Net.

3. personal related – this is a grey area. i would like to bitch about how pathetic and sorry my life is, but sometimes i just wanna be myself and not regret what i had blogged about me family.

a blog for me is just an outlet for me to vent my creativity discords with my rational side. words may define my boundaries but am stilll very much a distanced personal away from the keyboard.

just a concave scream in the world wide hysteria.

Dua Pai Lang

just came back from the Heart Centre.

total of 3 tests done.

a lie-on-bed, and a treadmill run.

lastly, this:

gonna wear this hook up for 24hrs. no showers, no wipes.

bloody hell.

on a side note, National Heart Centre got alotta frenly SYTs (the ‘Medical Technologist’s) that make you oh feel so comfy.

=D

Dua Pai Lang

whybother?
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and so i did.

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only found out i’m taking my degree right now after two years.

so cutee rght?!@

Dua Pai Lang

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just finished springcleaning my room.

like a discarded garage, i found my memories locked up, dusty and needing of attention.

one piece i found is something i penned down when i’m 15.

as below:

1.    Do not look down on others, they may be better off than you when you’re still struggling.
(Looking down on others means stopping on youd ladder of success, DON’T STOP!)

2.    What ye sow, is what ye reap.
(No study, no good grades, no good grades, no future.)

3.    What goes around, comes around.
(Treat every person as they deserve. Don’t speak evil of them for you are saying it to yourself.)

4.    Once bitten, Wake up.
(Do not stop by small failures, keep on going. Don’t be a stick in the mud even you get your results back. Wake up and do something!!)

5.    It’s better be a loner than a lamer.
(Lamers are the worst. They are nosey and needy of attention. Better to stick to your own business than be a lamer.)

6.    It’s better to be alone than to be with lamers!
(They stop your emotional and mental growth!!)

7.    Be true to yourself. Do not put on any mask.
(It’s tiring to act like someone else. Live happy with a life of your own.)

8.    When you’re high up there, you’re chosen; When you’re right down there, you chose it.
(Plan before action. Strategy is half the Victory.)

9.    Now is Now. The past is the past. The future is unknown, but shaped by ‘Now’.
        (Finish things in the time given. Do not rake up the past. The future is never known, only to be moulded into shape by your present and             past.)

10.  Procrastinating is a good and painless way of dying.
(Do not procrastinate more than 5 hours of your life everyday!)

11.   Forget the bad, Treasure the best.
(Do not take things for granted but do forget the bad or the injustice that have been done to you. Treasure the best memories in your life, it         warms the mind and body in the worst of winters.)

12.   Give in for the benefit of others, Stand for the injustice done.
(Be considerate to others. Put others before yourself and stand strong and bold for any injustice. The Good always triump over the Bad.)

13.   Take time to think about your past and improve for the future.
(Take lessons fromt he past and improve. DOn’t make yourself suffer by not changing for the better.)

14.   Think positively, solutions are negatively charged.
(Thinking postively allows you to open up your mind to more solutions and suggestions and not raking up the brain bad and not getting out         anything.)

15.   Know your limits. But learn to push them.
(Always try to excel your current standing in life. But you must remain down-to-earth, or life will be masked and meaningless.)

16.   Worrying is NOT the solution to problems. It creates more.
(Relax and think positively, solutions will come to mind.)

17.   Now or Never. Take opportunites as they come. Chances are higher in the success rates.
(Do not regret when you miss it. It is what you chose.)

18.   Do not blame others or anything. BLAME YOURSELF.
(Lying to yourself is not the way to improve. It dettoriates you. However, blame yourself to urge yourself to learn from it.)

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after reading through these…i was like WTF am i thinking back then?? hahaha

but well, i still stick to most of them for the good years to come after i wrote these.

after so long, how much, i ask myself, i have grown and improve?

life’s still manageable….but the bits have been chewed upon and discarded like a drybone.

am still incomplete.

Dua Pai Lang

My Personal Dna Report

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must grow hair out fast must grow hair out fast must grow hair out fast must grow hair out fast must grow hair out fast must grow hair out fast must grow hair out fast!!!!

my ultra short hairdo is taking in too much attention.

must grow hair out fast!!!

cute meh? i am so abused and hurt now.

ishallgetmyrevengeoneday! mark mywords!!!

(or did i, with my singing just now??)

muahahah~

Happy 19th Birthday, Veron! ^-^>

you big girl now (do a wise move, delete the video k?)!!!

Dua Pai Lang