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a walk in the rain
can bring such tears
hidden from seeing
whats killing me

Dua Pai Lang

dear me,

ive gonna thank you for your hardwork at the pantry-like-7-11 company.
but please, take a breather and see where youhave come from.
the mindless days of work has taken toil of you
you have aged more in this twomonths than the last four years
you had forsaken most of you to make endsmeet
you had lagged behind in your finalyear
fuck, you even dream about work in your shuteyes
when was the lasttime you feel the wind in your hair
when was the last time you feel grass under your feet
when will you stop retreating into your grey
why?
please
love yourself.

before your heart exhales the love out of you.

Dua Pai Lang

after morethan 10 hours of working…
and 2+ hours of excruciating lessons..
a chance to sitdown and take a breather..
and remind myself to say..

a happy birthday to you.

silent it maybe
locked here where
you may not see
where my guts
failed to say
my heartfelt wishes

Dua Pai Lang

stupid rn.

the usual shite:
These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1. i love my loneliness despite being surrounded by meatbags-on-twolegs all the time
2. i speak to myself more than creatures capable of communication. intelligent ornot
3. i spent more time with myself on the computer, not being myself, but being my other self, thus creating an illusion of self-awareness, whichever self is typing this
4. i have a positive attitude towards my destructive nature
5. im not very capable of expressing my immediate feelings topeople. so, i’ll just develop twofeelings that is detectable: Dull and Lame.
6. i can lick mychin.

i am pushing this to the six as follows:

1. Princess
2. frosty
3. starmist
4. KM
5. Keiia
6. Elvina

Blame RN.

Dua Pai Lang

this is da bomb

Manny> pretty please??

Dua Pai Lang

Colorgenics

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the ‘you’ that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.

You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself… all is possible to him who believes.

they move
like nobody’s to care
with roving eyes
they check out those around

they met
eyes met and break again
and tonights play is on
the same old

they groove
to the pumping music
inching their way
to eachother
closer

they touch
subversive to ritual
with the vibes
coursing through their veins

they saw
the interest in each
and the subtle moves
they both made

they grind
harmless like it is
rubbing bubbles in the air
zeus nectar in their heads

no words spoken
nor numbers exchanged
just a safe haven
for tonight’s stay

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nope, ididnt get lucky
just an observation made last night at Dragonfly

that little ritual that happens everynight…
lonely hearts looking for a place to stay

Dua Pai Lang

went for my medical appointment today at NHC again..

seems like everything’s cool for the last few tests…

however…(there’s always a ‘however’ one)

i need to go for one last test to confirm i’m cleared of any heart problems..
an invasive test called Electrophysiology Study.

i’ll probably be sedated…given local anaesthetic…
and then inserted catheters from my neck and/or groin area
to reach into my heart via the major veins/arteries..
then given an andrenaline drip to see how my heart responds.

im just scaredwith so much adrenaline coursing through me,
i may just go amok and grab the cute nurses’ ass.
it isnt cheap this procedure…but given my family medical history…

just to be sure.

and you know what?

they need me to shave my groin.
think i shall go for a boyzillian and have apiece of mind about ingrown hair.

oh well, my beating heart
with no love or like for anyone
just keep beating for me, myself
till she give hers to you
and two hearts beat as one.

Dua Pai Lang

saturday - woke up from a night of mahjong with km, nadnut and starmist over at rn’s place.
feel a bit of wanting to go out so i message Skinny out for a moobee.

i’ve seenthe previews, pretty much an adrenaline-pumping gorefest of sorts.

my type of show
met up usual gang over at GreatWorldCity for a midnight show.

the show opens with a storytell, and ends with one.
the scenes depicts gore and lust of war and the mind
the characters filled with the eloquence of story before ours
what more can you ask for?

we have a winner here.

my favourite scene?

the Oracle Girl (Kelly Craig)’s trance-dance of smoke and white linen.
(nothing about the erected nipples.)

its just that, having dabbled abit in 3D….smoke and clothes are the hardest to model.
and its just so enchantingly haunting it sends goosebumps to me.

go watch it.
not for breasts, but for the glory.

remember them.

huu-raaaoo!

Dua Pai Lang